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My 18th birthday
Happy 18th Birthday to me :D
This year's birthday, initially thought that noone will remember. But apparently, my facebook and my handphone was flooded with messages in the morning when I woke up to use laptop. I had like 13messages when I woke up and some subsequent ones.
Yesterday was my 18th birthday. I think I enjoyed it quite a bit. I was in school yesterday and I allllllllllllllllll along thought that there would be a meeting in the afternoon after class. Well apparently, the meeting was postponed to monday. So i still went to clubhouse there together with jolene and wendy. Glenda was there eating koropok, so when we went down the stairs I was shouting "Eh! you really go and buy ah," and I walked towards her, wanting to eat the koropok. Suddenly huilin, paulyna and wendy came out to say happy birthday. hahahaha. Thank you thank you. I was shocked until I don't know what to say lor.






Wendy

Paulyna

Jolene

Huilin

KokHong
So that was what happened in school. So after that actually nothing much happened already. Because there isn't anymore meeeting, I was able to go over to KSS earlier. Dropped by lot1 to get sweettalk and takoyaki with paulyna and walked to school. Helped abit here and there.
1. Performance was great.
2. Hannah and Esther came to gave me a cake. :D
3. Because Miss Tang sabo, tell hannah I going back to school.
4. Miss Tang told the juniors that it was my birhtday so i received hugs :D
5. Juniors ALLLLLL grown up.
6. Yanling want to go weewee
7. When going to the toilet, xueqi,chinpin,yarkam,xiangwei and christine sang birthday song to me with a cake.
8. Same cake as what hannah buy for me, and i just ate the whole slice of cake hannah bought.
9. Went to eat at my place.
10. They came up to slack after dinner.
11. Dinner was only $7 per person! CHEAP :D
PARENTS BOUGHT DURIAN FOR MEEEEEEEEEEEE. and i unpacked all my presents when I was home ;D
From Huilin
From Xueqi, together with a cake.
From jolene :D
From Yarkam and Chinpin
From paulyna
From Wendy
From hannah.
Thank you for all who wished me, and celebrated with me. THANKS :D
Wonderful 18th.
Now I want to go back to 17. Ohdear. :x
Dearly remembered;
我努力 的扬 着 脸 孔 -
试着让眼 泪 不往下 流 -
别往下 流 - -
不安的感觉到什么
在我生活 中 不再相 同 -
不相同 -
想要 说 却还沉默 -
伸 出 手 无法触碰 -
天空突然一 片 辽 阔
原来你是真的 已经 离 开 我 -
在 我不熟悉的 世界 过 新的 生 活
闭上眼让泪 水滑 落
此刻你已 真的永远 离开 我 -
在另外一个没 有我 的世 界 -
自由 的走 -
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我努力的扬 着 脸 孔 -
试着让眼 泪 不往下 流 -
别往下 流 - -
不安的感觉到什么
在我的生活 中 不再相 同 -
不相同 -
想要 说 却还沉默 -
伸 出 手 无法触碰 -
天空突然一 片 辽 阔
原来你是真的 已经 离 开 我 -
在 我不熟悉的 世界 过 新的 生 活
闭上眼让泪 水滑 落
此刻你已 真的永远 离开 我 -
在另外一个没有我 的世界 自由的 走
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Ou------------------------
天空突然一 片 辽 阔
原来你是真的 已经 离开 我 -
在 我不熟悉的 世界 过 新的 生 活
闭上眼让泪 水滑 落
此刻你已 真的永远 离开 我 -
在另外一个没有我 的世 界 -

In memory of Alan Chee Zhi Hao.
I can't believe that life is so short.
Kor, I will miss you badly. I will meet you soon in heaven when my time's up. I love you, please look over us. 16th November 2009, a day I'll remember. You lived in all our lives before, and will always do. Please let me dream of you, so that I will know if you are good. You've seen many things that normal men don't, and the sky's your life. You wanted to be a pilot since young, your perseverance will be a lesson and a very good example for us. From you i've learnt many, many of the things that I will not be able to learn without you around. There will be tears, there will be stones in our hearts, but what matter is if you are happy at the other side of the universe. I will think of you when I look up to the sky, 2 years since I've last seen you, you still linger in my mind. I do miss you, just that I don't say. Now you are much nearer to the sky of yours, I hope you will be happy.
Dearly remembered by all.
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On the lighter note, I celebrated an advance birthday with jolene, huilin, wendy and paulyna today. Thank you for the celebration at party world @ shenton way and dinner at Dennis Cafe. I enjoyed myself alot with all the shoutings and screamings. (: Thank you thank you and thank you.
Now i'm looking forward to my birthday this friday.
没有我你怎么办
没有我你怎么办:何润东
直到整条街上剩我和路灯
衬衫上你的泪已变冷
我不懂我不能
相信爱结束了
恍恍惚惚坐著想起那些快乐
刚刚的分手不像是真的
我不懂能不能
证明你爱过呢
路人别再看我
不是疯了只是心好疼
我想我还不能走开
也许等等你就回来
没有我你怎么办
你的泪水谁为你擦乾
谁帮你打伞安慰你心烦
失眠的夜你最怕孤单
没有我你怎么办
你的心事还有谁明白
为什么放手为什么离开
不是说好吗要一辈子相爱
Don't know what will happen after you come back
I don't want to let you know.
没那么爱他-范玮琪
你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下
Psycho myself lor.
Reminder.
The song below best describes my feeling now. Trying to hide it all, but I can't. Still got 20days ley! -_-
Anyway,
I receive a reminder letter for Korean class, just because I didn't attend 2 lessons out of don't know how many lessons. I don't understand why, seriously. I don't know what have the school been doing. -_-
Emo day,
Yesterday was a super emo day for me. Was actually planning on my birthday, and when I come home I remembered that mummy doesn't like us to celebrate birthdays. So after talking to her, of cause she sounded unhappy, but after scolding me for abit she started planning up herself. So lame right. But I think I told her 1000x that I don't want to celebrate at home already. I was actually unhappy deep down my heart but I tried to hide, act one tough. And I went to the toilet to bathe, and cried.
So now, my new plan for my birthday is that I don't want to celebrate. Maybe just dinner lor. (:
Really really. No surprises kay. I will kill you all man. haha.
Mindful,
Had school only until 12pm today. It was the 2nd time I felt so stressful in school during AVS (Audio Visual Systems), the first time I ever felt so was last semester during Mrs Sam's materials tutorial. Today had to let Mr Chin take a look at the done tutorial before we leave the class, and when Mr Chin checked my group's tutorial, he kept saying that it's wrong and all. Thats why I feel so. RAH. Nevermind.
Anyway, so when I came home today afternoon, I did alot of things, but there's one thing that I've done for like 5hours - Sleeping. HAHA. Sleeping is actually one way to stop yourself from thinking alot of unnecessary things, really. Oh did I also say that I skipped Korean class again. :D
Class is at 8am tomorrow, and now I'm not sleeping yet. Sobs.
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I am very tired.
I am going to forget.
I am moving on very well.
I am going to leave you alone.
Goodbye,
my love.
Neglected
Today had autocad and the class was like doing our own things immediately after autocad. Sweet. After that was EMC class and we all enjoyed it I believe, because all we had to do was to talk and listen to Ms Lee in class. HAHA. I did my IDEAS project already, can you believe ittttt. Next week den presentation ley.
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To sidetrack, today is an unhappy day. I feel so neglected.
